/lit/ - Literature

>>19441105
>fucking mongoloids, it's like hundreds of years of genetic and cultural decline happened in less than a decade. What the fuck is even going on.
Not exactly what you are talking about but I am currently writing a thesis about art/culture to hopefully get some information about art history out to people and I had the idea to film it and put it on YT because I want to reach more people who are interested in these things and think like me. The problem what I talk about is rather difficult to spontaneously understand (I assume) and I'll have to go into philosophy/history plus I am an autist and my dick gets hard when I get to talk about complex ideas. I was wondering is there even a niche of people who would care about this? I'm a zoomer (most early zoomer though - 97) so logically my target audience is zoomers but I am afraid they are complete retards and just won't be interested. What do you anons think? I mainly want to talk about art history in a complex way.

I have this maladaptive behavior where I get very frustrated if this specific friend I have ends up reading the same thing as me. It's bad enough that I will stop reading something If I find that they have began to read it. I don't make the conscious effort, I just drift away from it. It kills my enthusiasm for it.

This is immature, unnecessary, and unhealthy. I can't pinpoint where the emotion comes from so can process and hopefully be rid of it.