/lit/ - Literature

She plays with me and doesn't even realize. The most pathetic part is how no one else looks at me like that, gives me such attention and appears to actually see value in my words. I'm so used to being ignored and dismissed that dealing with her leaves me disoriented, like being taken by a whirlwind made of life. She breaks all my barriers and doesn't even try.

What draws me to her is much more than being appreciated, but I only realized the impact of such appreciation recently, so that's still fresh on my mind.

Never acting on my desires towards a committed woman makes me glad, but God, I feel so alone tonight.

Anyway, this song has been meandering my thoughts for a while:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ox7RsX1Ee34

>>12593416
Not him, but the complete illuminated books might be what you are looking for.