/lit/ - Literature

It took me years to get into Christianity because I had to grapple with all the historical problems and philosophical problems with God. After that, I had to read tons of theology and church history. Then I needed to grapple with doubts and fears.

If qualia don't exist and we're sacks of meat and bone and our experiences can someday be replicated in a lab, why are we plagued with so many questions about consciousness and purpose

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0uLbqEbEd0

>And I am gonna feel really good for about 2 minutes.

>>3811415
Women do rape.

>be in college
>go to a party at someone's apartment
>it's decent, some hot chicks, lots of fat ones though
>get drunk and sit on a couch
>talk to a lot of people, eventually walk into an empty bedroom with a couple people
>after a while it's just me and a landwhale
>she starts kissing my neck
>drunk as fuck but not interested, on the verge of passing out
>she unzips my pants
>I push her hands away
>she hits me in the face with her car keys
>she takes out my flaccid dick and starts tugging it and sucking on it while sticking her hands in her whale pussy
>something stinks like blue cheese
>I tell her to cut it out but every time I try to pull away she smacks my balls or presses her car keys into them
>this continues until a few droplets of cum leak out of my dick
>she then leaves
>i pass out with my dick hanging out in said bedroom
>wake up the next morning feeling ashamed