/lit/ - Literature

>lost all interest in gd after visiting /gd/. >/gd/ was my only idea of future career.
>didn't know what to do. Normies on the internet told me to find my passion.
>googled "how to find your passion?". Eventually ended up finding out that I should do whatever since passion isn't really a thing for most people.
>"what's the meaning of life?". Quora buddhists – there is none.
>stopped giving a fuck. Existential nihilism. Desperate to go back in time.
>Existentialists: read Camus. Read it. Excuse me, but how the fuck is Meursault innocent? Are you fucking retarded?
>Absurdism: believe me, I'm not retarded.
>Back to existential nihilism. Desperate to go back in time, ambitionless and don't give a fuck anymore.
What do I do now?