/lit/ - Literature

I've been getting really depressed recently that I never got to have a high-school girlfriend, or that whole drug-partying experience that I assume almost everyone but me had. I've convinced myself that these experiences are necessary for good creative writing, but I know this isn't true. Am I shallow? I never cared for these sorts of things until recently. My head was always buried in books, vidya, anime, porn, etc. and my only friends were like-minded in their interests (that is to say that we were and are nerds). As my last year of high-school trickles away, I'm only growing more and more envious of my peers and more insecure about my self-worth. I know a lot of pointless literary trivia. I'm thinking of cold-approaching ladies in hopes of a number or something. Is this a good idea? I feel this would be good to develop my character and self-esteem. I don't know what responses I'm expecting; I'm transcribing my train-of-thought or stream-of-consciousness if that interests anyone. Am I alone in these thoughts? What good is being precociously well-read if I'm estranged from the vast majority of my peers? In retrospect, this post is pretty embarrassing. I am NOT underage.

>>11728885
do you think the sun revolves around the earth too?

>>11495833
>tfw am pandeist

>>11394239

>>10709233

>What's your point?