/lit/ - Literature

>Born poor
>and I mean "share the bathwater" levels of poor
>parents been financially struggling for their entire lives as well as my life
>all my aunts are super rich
>my grandparents are super rich
>im taking about "going to Florida for vacation 5 times a year" rich
>but they hate us so they dont give a shit if my parents are struggling
>my family tree had a history of smart people
>one of my aunts is a genius and just got accepted into harvard
>meanwhile I got the shittiest genetics despite my family's history of being intelligent
>I barely made it out of high school a couple years ago with a inch of my left due to my complete stupidity
>had to constantly needed my friends to help me do it for me because of it
>still live with parents
>have a wage slave job
>still broke as fuck
>want to be like rich like my genius aunt
>cant because brain cant figure out basic grade school math and science plus no money
>barely talk to my friends anymore
>one of them I havent talked to in years
should I just off myself? I legit got the fucking short end of the stick while everyone else in my family tree got a golden encrusted stick. I was gonna post this on /sci/ but I felt like I was just gonna get laughed at.