/lit/ - Literature

>>14054288
Don't know which direction you're trying to go. Some respond to abstruse metaphysics, others to something a bit more direct. I know that self-hatred, though. It's a terrible thing, but a good thing, too. Means there's still light in you.

Books will help but only physiological changes will really get you over the wall. Exercise, suffering, loneliness. Maybe smoke some weed to take a step outside of your mental carousel.

Here's a first step. I thought about this quote a lot when I was going through some shit.

>To those human beings who are of any concern to me I wish suffering, desolation, sickness, ill-treatment, indignities—I wish that they should not remain unfamiliar with profound self-contempt, the torture of self-mistrust, the wretchedness of the vanquished: I have no pity for them, because I wish them the only thing that can prove today whether one is worth anything or not—that one endures.

>>14044265
>What, then, is the nature of those who do not utilize their freedom?