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>>11788306
I relate to this so much, I almost died form a severe neurological condition when I was 18-19. Somehow I was correctly diagnosed after a year of slowly sinking into the grave and went through continuous treatment and hospital visits for 4 years. I'm 23 now and sleep hooked up to an oxygen tank every night with medical tape clamping my mouth shut, which has stabilized my medical condition for the first time in over 5 years. Over the years I've become so disconnected from reality and society as a whole that I feel like I'm stuck in a never ending dream, unable to wake up. Once I was finally healthy again and snapped back to reality after half a decade of depressive semi-concious mental detachement I didn't know what to do with myself, I felt like a prisoner getting out of a life sentence on parole after 30 years and knowing what to do with myself In terms or reclaiming my place in society. I've been searching for years now for an answer to my detachement, something concrete to bring me back to Earth. Hasn't happened yet but I'm still holding out hope.