/lit/ - Literature

Damn...

Today was a, dare I say it, demoralising day.

>saw literally at least 5 9/10s and it was painful each time
>can't force myself to give up reading books I find boring without fear of being called a pleb, even though I know it's stupid
>Reddit/incel hammered in the blackpill when I got home (the truth is addictive and cleanses the spooks, no matter how painful)

I won't even go on, that was more than enough suffering. Instead of Pepe I've posted picrelated

Background:
>aged 26
>no friends or social life since 18
>no female attention ever
>went through university with zero social experiences
>became the loner nobody talks to within two days of my current job
>never been to pub, club, or party
>missed out on all the 16 - 22 formative social experiences that people look back on fondly (teen crushes, school prom, school dances, university fresher's week, any sort of relationships at all)
>know that women all have 5000 tinder matches and think the average male is ugly