/lit/ - Literature

>>22622002
>coom to japanese drawings like once a week for a while after years of abstinence
>disappointed with self
>buy finasteride from india
>use it to anesthetize benis/kill boner/remove libido
>find self out in public
>staring at attractive women is still enjoyable, like an aesthete appreciating a painting, but benis is dormant
>regret using
Why do I always go straight for the nuclear option?

>>22416913
I keep thinking about the time I was making a presentation in freshman year English class in high school and had just learned what nihilism was and to "explain" it I started excitedly pointing at specific people and telling them that they didn't matter like an unhinged maniac.
This was almost 15 years ago and I still suffer a cringe attack at least once a week.