/lit/ - Literature

>>23413698
Nah cause if I had sex with tons of beautiful women and smoked weed and drank at parties like everyone else I'd be a normalfag and have a life. Obeying Christ I have lost all worldly pleasures and it has become so overwhelmingly difficult to breath his love feels suffocating. Still I persevere because I know there has to be something beyond this hellhole of a planet and Christ is my best bet despite having to deny myself and everything I wish I could do. I have been reduced to nothing and have no friends or girlfriend and feel as though life is ultimately meaningless. If anything following Christ has destroyed my ability to live a normal life by society's standards and picking up my cross is a daily struggle. Why I hold on to Christ I have no idea, but I hope in the end it all works out.

I still can't imagine Sisyphus happy

>>21992274
Hey anons. I'm not really sure where else to put this, but I am "working on" a pretty long smut story. It's turning into a book at this point, though I didn't really intend it to. I just wanted to write a short story in a fantasy world but I got horny and started writing while cooming and created a monster.

It's really degenerate. Like, one of the main characters is a monster-girl with a horse dick, for starters. There is stuff teetering on the edge of rape. Threats of violence in the heat of passion. There's even a fucking straight up beast scene for Christ's sake. I have so many other terrible ideas as well that I haven't even included yet. Most of it is through the lens of a mostly blank slate male protagonist, so it's easy for degen coomers likes myself to get sucked in. There is also some love and aftercare involved. There is no straight up torture or anything resembling underage at all at the very least. No poo, either, but there is ass eating. Piss has been alluded to very briefly but not acted upon in any way... yet

I'm not sure how it got to this point. I just add onto this shit when I get horny. There is a little bit of story, in a fantasy setting, but not much. It's mostly just degenerate stuff you'd find on /d/ in pretty good detail. The writing isn't great, but it's there. kind of like how dragonball super uses a mediocre plot to get to fight scenes, I just used basic plot as a vehicle to get to the coom. The coom scenes themselves are more detailed. This isn't erotica aimed at anyone really except my coomer brain. If I were to ever share it publicly, I could easily make the writing better. There is easily a foundation there for everything to make sense, but I guess things might seem a little undetailed or rushed in that area.

Anyways, let me know if you're interested for some reason. I wouldn't mind talking about it. I will periodically check the thread.

>>21941661
>didnt read it as a kid so i'll never have the other perspective

>>21820583
I'm just so tired of reading source material, Fitz. I'm just so tired.

Bros... my book is just too good

An entire generation fixated on aesthetics

>try getting into lit and English
>Women basically have a monopoly on this shit already
I'm going to be a useless unsuccessful forever alone faggot forever

>tfw you've been writing that book for so long you literally grew out of touch with the characters
>book isn't even finished yet

>rejected by yet another job