/lit/ - Literature

I can't stop thinking about how there are a set of decisions that could land me in nearly any position I wanted, but I don't know what they are. I could be happy and rich within a week, and all I would need would be some external force that urges me to:

>leave house and buy this winning lottery ticket and this location
>play these numbers at your local gas station
>write out this message to these people, who own these companies
>ask for a job and this site and work your way up this way
>be at this place at this time to get a date with this girl

It's just odd. Of all the paths I'm capable of, of the billions of possibilities, there is one which would give me every single thing I've ever wanted under the circumstances I find myself in. I'm only a few decisions away from what I want, but I acknowledge I will never know what these decisions will be.

>>11080490
It's never too late.

>>11080558
Correct.

>>11080755
I'm facing a similar revelation. I'm unsatisfied with my life to the point where I would like to change it, but far too comfortable to actually do anything about it.

Dangling above the pot of boiling water, without ever truly being submerged.

>>11084822
It got to me too fampai. Felt very upsetting when his writing slowly deteriorated, and he realized what was happening.

>>11084895
Yeah, me neither.