/lit/ - Literature

>>10291346
Maybe you are too hard on yourself and should move to Stage 3 practices? I don't know. It's not like I started TMI completely unprepared because I did mindfulness-like practices and observed my mind until I knew what is what. Also I made meditation and achieving Enlightenment priority in my life.
Motivate yourself! Read/listen to the accounts of other people.
I started TMI because of this vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtf50B0e2N4
some random weeb teaching other weebs japanese seemed trustworthy enough for me
Maybe hear about what Enlightenment entails, how Enlightened person behaves and other interesting stuff? Check this series: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJ02xiHY1KI

>>10291374
Whole experience started from shivers on my neck and back which subsided and reappeared in cyclical fashion stronger every time, until some kind of threshold was broken and my whole body was encompassed by them and happiness came along which was centered roughly in my chest