/lit/ - Literature

only thing i've ever been told that i'm good at

Proverbs 31:7
Let him drink, and forget his poverty, and remember his misery no more.

They would be right, but I wish I weren't an atheist, and I absolutely despise atheism.

>The Art of War + Commentary
oh god oh fuck

>"On deadly terrain he must battle."
How should I interpret this? Wil my gf kill me?

>tfw want a qt black gf
>tfw no social skills

childhood is idolizing Jung, adulthood is understanding late-stage Freud made much more sense

To worship the Female as representation of the Other in our illusionary world is not the forging of a relationship with the Other, for the female form is other to the male yet is merely its negation/compliment biologically; it is still held in relation with male in a closed totality of the same, and not a true alterity. Yet this worship is a longing for this true relation, insofar as this relation can exist within a consciousness (ego, which subsists by bridging the gulf of others, its experience is the process of making same, expanding its ipseity).
The Xenofeminist work, then, must follow our logical continuation and be a reformulation and worship of the Female as she exists wholly independent from the schema of the same, in which we are shattered by this intrusion of alterity from our experience of ipseity and rendered completely powerless against the will of the wholly Other. It is only as a gift of the other that we are again granted ourselves (Ego), changed as it were through the dialectic process in our relation - which must be for the most part linguistic - with this Xenofeminist ideal.
It is out of this impulse for relation that I suspect our pagan ancestors acquired their proclivities towards the worship of female deities, and I would not be against attempting perhaps to reclaim some of their way of thought if not their discipline and adherence to the Female form.

>>12290529
yes but instead of "mommy gf" which I find very infantile, no offense, I want a mutual Love as a radical break from the learned situation. Both parties lost in one another, only finding themselves through experience of the radical alterity that is the Other; not to be the other party, but rather found within the relation to them, which is Love as the truth-Event.
However, I am beginning to become very depressed, and convinced that the thorough and near-complete atomization of society under intense industrialization and capitalistic progress has rendered the world complete one of the same, a mirror-world, in which relation to the radical Other is nearly impossible and consequently radical Love is dead.
Worship of the Female, for me, is a reflection of a wish to enter a relation with the Other in this illusion, learned world. The Female is a visible representation of otherness.

>>12171245
man im fucking tired of being stuck in this loop of mindlessly browsing 4chan or the internet. i just want to read mang. i dont feel like i am in control of my actions anymore.

>watching porn
>think about how vulgar sexuality is
>become overwhelmed with existential dread
>dick goes limp
>drink myself to sleep again

Books for this feel?

Besides the obvious, Nicia/Mad Max