/lit/ - Literature

/lit/ help, as you know i’m only 17 and for the past few years I have been home schooled and haven’t been out in the real world, like AT ALL!

I would usually stay inside, watch a lot of porn, and write while surfing the internet or playing some video games. I haven’t really met a real human other then my parents in a LONG TIME but I recently got a journalism job offer from a company and they wanted me to come work for them because my essays and poetry I sent to them were great and just what they needed. But lol ive been alone for so long that when the person called, it was a girl, her voice sounded so sexy they I got a ***** on the phone and I kept imagining porno situation of inslavement and rough porn whenever she studdered with her words.

I can pull off a professional appearance at first but I am NOT ready to approach society. I am way too sick in the mind! What should I do? I have a month before they want me to start and I don’t think I’m ready to face a lot of people because I usually have a lot of urges and usually get to fulfill them while I’m alone at my house but in the real world, I have no clue how long I can keep my sanity.WHAT SHOULD I DO AND WILL I BE OK? I can’t really predict how i’m going to be but be but what do you think? have any you done this before?

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I posted this. Trip wouldnt stay in the box with this skins quick reply or something. trying out Fx4.

Also someone with life experience help. I'm scared im biologically going to want children when im older and that this will automatically make me sad. help. help.