/lit/ - Literature

There's this girl on telegram insisting me to disable the privacy setting that hides the last time we were online from each other.
I do it just because it stresses me out, the lack of reply and all, I'd rather remain ignorant, but why does she want to see my "times"?
Can a "redpilled" guy among you help me with this? What's the deal with women here?

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I'm an illustrator and I'm currently drawing some characters for kids.
They are all varied: a black one, an asian one, a disabled girl... I was quick to dimiss it as something dumb, but thinking about it, bullying scarred me for life.
I have zero confidence, and I hate myself.
My romantic life has been dead for years and I usually find my myself fantasizing about fucking wimpy femboys because the comparison makes me feel more like a "powerful man".
I swimmed for years while having horrible cramps and now I'm so fatigued from the gym that I want to puke, but I still do it because I feel it's the only way to like my own body.
I even had facial surgery that did help me, but God only knows if I would have done it if I was happier about myself.
I don't wish my fate to any other fat child, and I mean it from the bottom of my heart.

Came back earlier from work and found my younger brother (15) in bed with his girlfriend, they weren't fucking, but she was braless.
I haad to go out again so I just left and now she is still here. How this little bitch can be so shameless?