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Throughout my puberty and teenage years I larped as a popular kid successfully and hung out with the popular kids. We went to parties and etc. but I wasn't the Chad of the social group, I was in the middle of the hierarchy. The funny thing is that I have physically beaten up the Chad TWICE but that didn't matter to girls, what mattered is that this Chad was rich, good looking and had a loud mouth. I hate the loud mouth aspect. The loud mouth guys have faked alpha behaviour and fooled the women with their slick tactics and women have fallen for it, thinking that they are the alpha, whereas the actual alphas who will wreck shit if it went down to it were calm and collected. Granted, i was a fag not to push him around more, but I was raised to have dignity and human kindness, to be fair. I truly felt that this was lowly behavior which I had no experience in, my family didnt tolerate loud mouth shit.

Now these qualities, to have honor, kindness, dignity, conscientiousness and etc. have only failed me with women. I remember once this girl wanted to have sex with me at the mentioned before Chad's party, we were just getting down to it and Chad entered the bedroom on purpose, said ''hey lets have a shower together'' and she joined him. He stole her from me under my nose.
The woman probably used me for bait anyways as I remember she didnt let me finger her and was all quiet and weird. This was not the first time a woman has used me by faking attraction only to bait said Chad to approach her... So I remained a virgin till age 22 (now I am 28). But such experiences, mostly women rewarding the cowardly, sniveling, backstabbing, evil, conniving, lowly, undeserving pieces of shit have made me give up on women. These men that choose to rot at home have been hurt. Those are genuinely good men who have been raised to live in a world that no longer exists. Now women are free to be themselves, and their nature is pure evil that rewards pure evil. That's it. The more honorable, honest and selfless and good you are - the more of a tool you become, even if you prove yourself in a fight with Chad, it doesn't matter.

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>where are all the good people