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I CAN'T FEEL MY LUNGS. MY BODY IS A COLLAPSED MICRO GASM!? MY PARENTS HAD SEX.

THEN THEY DECIDED TO ABORT ME. MENTALLY. MORTIFICATION AND NEUROSIS.

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE- INTO BEING!?

FUCK

PTSD/CPTSD. BEING IS A TRIGGER. THIS IS MEANINGLESS. THE WORST PART OF WAKING UP IS YOU ARE OPENING YOUR EYES. WHEN I WAS MUTILATING MYSELF I'D PUNCH MYSELF IN THE FACE.

I WISH TO CHOP MY LIMBS OFF.

I SKNCERELY TRULY

AM HONEST

AM BEING

DICTIONARIES DONT HELP. THERE IS NO GOD THERE IS NO CURE THERE IS NO MEDICATIONS FOR THE WAY I FEEL . I CAN'T HIDE. I CAN'T HIDE. I'M HELPLESS

DO YOU KNOW HOW THE LIGHT BLINDING
DISINTEGRATING
LIKE A VAMPIRE

I'M IN A CAMPFIRE.
BURNING IN A CAMPFIRE.

I WISH I WAS
ALONE
IN THE WOODS
CAMPING. I MISS MY FAMILY.
ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE.
EXHAUSTED.
I'M NOT INTERESTED IN SHOUTING THINGS AT SOMEONE ANYMORE.
I'M NOT INTERESTED IN MUTILATING MYSELF ANYMORE.
I'M TIRED
I WANT TO GO HOME
I WANT TO CRAWL INTO MY SKIN.
I HAVE LEFT MY BODY.
IT'S BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME.
EVERYONE LAUGHS WITH YOU.
BUT NOBODY CRJES WITH YOU
YOUR KWN MISERY IS ONLY YOURS YO BARREN
BURDENMJSERYNO ONE SHARES YOUR CRYING nobody wastelands crying you're barren alone
Nobody is crying with you. Nobody is sharing your pain.

It is yours to wallow.

It's just too alone.
Pain.
Barren.

I tried to write this in /b/