/lit/ - Literature

So
>Universe is chaotic and meaningless, mostly.
But
>Evolution give the human's mind the ability to see meaning everywhere, even in absurd things.
Then, the Red Pill
>"I can see meaning in a lot of things EVEN when I know there's no meaning".

I'm like OP, pondering if I should take my life everyday.
But
>I want to watch the new Avengers unironically.
>I want to fuck my ex's sister and my coworker.
>I want to see how this startup I'm founding is going to work.
>I want to see where this meditation thing is going to take me.
I want to do and see many things, even if I know nothing has value at the end.

Is this hedonism lads? It's an honest way to live?

>mfw curiosity delayed my death.