/lit/ - Literature

>>15618549
I ve never been tested, but I ve always struggled to find my place and to fit in with normal people and I ve always been depressed. I was a bit weird as a kid and until I hit puberty I did very well in school. After that I stopped caring about school, in my second year of highschool I feel into a deep depression (this time clinical) and my life fell appart pretty much, got institutionalized at the most infamous looney bin in my country, my file said I was above average intelligence wise, the shrink told me I am above 120 but I am not sure what that means, due to my fucked up meds I didnt go to highschool the last years. Now I am still a fuck up. I dropped out of college once and now I do horrible in school mainly because I hate law and I cant remember shit when I try to study. I dont think I am smart because I am a fucking soon to be failure, I think my problems stem from being autistic or some other mental shit like that, also maybe meds who might have played a part. The only thing that made things better was the fact that I am an orthodox christian (I am southeastern european, not a larper)