/lit/ - Literature

>>19214442
How do I deal with being a schizo? I can't voice my thoughts because I fear being persecuted. I basically avoid any conflict and nod along, because other people won't care and shouldn't care. Books for this feel? I just read White People by Arthur Machen, I am a sinner who believes in fairies and spits on the scientific method, even if by training I am a scientist, but can't get along with my peers, it deeply depresses me the conquest to see who shits more papers, trust the science bro, do it for the science bro, choose kindness bro, it is okay to be a robot in a meaningless universe bro. trust me bro. I don't freaking trust you, you never ever trusted me and you called me crazy. Yeah I don't know, it feels like the dark night of the soul for me, everything I worked for, was ultimately pointless.