/lit/ - Literature

I needed Gods or some higher powers intervention more than ever and despite me praying and offering to dedicate my entire life to do the good thing for the rest of my life, it didn't happen. I'm done with him for good, if he even exists. I'm done hoping in some guardian angel, some higher power that looks out for me because there is none. I genuinely can't be bothered to do the "good" or "right" thing anymore. I had to eat shit all my fucking life.
Any books to help me cope? Christcucks can stay lost, I'm fucking done. This is the end of the road.