/lit/ - Literature

I've been looking for a book similiar to pic related but no success yet cuz nobody cares about asian kino :/

>>15574876
I feel the impact of being friendless on an everyday basis. Not being socialized has had such dramatic influence on the way I am, the way I think and the way I behave.
I suspect that I have aspergers (not yet confirmed) which sometimes makes me say really cringy and stupid shit. I also mumble or even stutter sometimes which leads people to believe that I'm stupid (I'm no genius but I do consider myself smarter than average). I really do try to talk to people but I'm just so bad at it. Nobody has ever told me how important socialization is. I was told to focus on school all the time.
It also doesn't help that I have practically no hobbies that are meant to be enjoyed in social settings. I can only hope that by the time I go to college I have my shit together.
A few nights ago I had this surreal dream where I had met my old best friend from elementary school and we were walking down a sunny path. I was on the verge of tears telling him how miserable my life has been and how much I miss him and he let out a huge laugh. I lighted up and we continued walking, and then I woke up and cried for a good minute. I don't know a lot but I do know that being alone for this long is the essence of a lot of my problems.

>>15540530
(2/2)

>>15468666
>the blind side
looks like they only asked white women
>brokeback mountain
based. Honestly a better movie than 90& of the men's list
Also the lack of asian kino is sickening but to be expected

>>14058756
Bewusstseinslage