/lit/ - Literature

Despite it being a long time ago, I still vividly remember the time when a random person on a forum referred to me as a "real being of light" in an exchange. Now the real question is whether it's haunting me out of deeply rooted sense of narcissism/self-absorption, or if it is a stunning statement detached from any relation to my own character whatsoever.
I'm fucked in the head. I need to get help and get this narcissistic voice removed from my brain.