/lit/ - Literature

>>15938040
Fuck I feel like someone just tied a knot to my chest, how do I learn to stop feeling jealousy at others?
It's gotten out of hand now.

>>13487945
>Tfw me too

>>13330459
>Mom is realising that I'm not the good little feminist boy she was raising me to be

>>13209588
There is no free will. Can arranged dominoes change the way they fall? Of course not. If we consider our consciousness is only a fraction of our brain activity and the entirety of the self is contained within your skull, do (You) have control over your own brain? If so, from whence? Newtonian physics is decidedly deterministic. And any randomness or unpredictability found in the universe is certainly not a product of human "free will".
All this I know and it is no comfort. I try not to think about it, and try to forget about it as soon as it comes to mind.

>>13171757
I can't.

Good books for doomers?
Fiction, non-fiction, philosophy, etc.

>>12484525
Found out this week that I was getting no bonus or pay rise, and have to go train abroad for a few months, if I fuck up I get fired. I had expected a good review.

On the same day I got dumped by my gf.

I started writing again for the first time in a long time, it's helping to keep me sane. I can't talk to anyone IRL about how I think or feel, so it's the only way to get it out besides 4chan.

I'm tired but I don't want to go to sleep, I just want to talk with random strangers all night and forget about the world outside.

Anyone else know these feels? I think I may have hit peak Doomer

>great love for writing as a kid
>get burned out by exams in school, lose love for it
>can't write during college
>fall into some boring office job that sucks all the inspiration out of you
>desperately trying to recover that feeling but stuck in a loop

Who else knows this feel

How do I embrace the D O O M mindset and use it fuel for my journey

>tfw currently reading Sailor who from grace with teh sea and identify too much with Riyuki
>only 21 years old and missed out on a lot of the adventures I wanted to take with my life
>already settled down with a woman who I will marry and have many children with
>forced to do schoolwork that makes me hate myself because I'm not smart enough to do it
>close to dropping it all and joining the navy or just moving countries and being a bum to get away from it all
>the only time that I'm happy is when I'm lifting weights or doing streneous exercise to forget the mental pain
>I'm a completely indecisive piece of shit who can never go out of my way to do something that isn't selfish or I instantly regret it and run like im fucking baka Shinji.

Fucking help guys please.