/lit/ - Literature

>Be me
> not sure if they're even religious or ever was
>never say anything about it or church or praying - nothing
>tfw they made me think wrong for 22 years of my life and stunted irreparably my mental growth all because they wanted to not appear like heathens to our neighbours

tfw you always either by habit or nature like to think things over in your head for a second or two before responding then they get insecure about my lack of engagement and say something else which I then like to think about as well then you see that they don't want to be in your physical vicinity because your gaze of realization about their anxiety coupled with the fact that I haven't responded because I now want to tell them to chill the fuck out but in a nice way and they then say something and leave quickly feeling judged and maybe a little inferior because of my inaction and perceived concentrated analysis of them
And then I'm all alone and just wanted to initially say something casual chitchat in reply and then I'm all alone.