/lit/ - Literature

>>15626338
I'm at the point where I understand it intuitively mostly, and have broken down the parts that didn't feel natural so that I understand them, but refuse to go along with it super hard as well.

Kinda sucks and I'd like to be able to because it'd make my life a lot easier, but there's something very humiliating about basically acting out a role/persona in social settings. I view most people as at the very least fake, and my immediate family are all fake pieces of shit so I think realizing that repulsed me. I've only met a few people, and been friends with like 1-2 that I felt were absolutely not bots and were real, authentic people.