/lit/ - Literature

>5 years ago or so
>have an extremely vivid dream where I meet the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and fall in love
>the kind of beauty that makes you lightheaded to be around
>spend an entire life together, have a family, live out in a forest in a small house I built
>grow old together and die side by side
>wake up feeling like I had just experience an entire lifetime overnight
>just today realize that every single girl I've pursued or dated since that dream all look like her in some way
>my extremely specific taste is the butt of jokes with friends
>realize that I'm only attracted to her and can't have feelings for anyone who doesn't at least look similar to her
>I'm stuck trying to fill a hole left by someone who didn't even exist

>have to be an autodidact because traditional stonemasonry apprenticeships don't exist in this industrial hellscape anymore