/lit/ - Literature

I write because I feel incomplete. With every typed word, zigzagging up a thick volute of weed smoke, the tic tac of the keyboard digs deeper into the void. Deep. Deeper. In the search of those slithery thoughts, those little sneaky bitches deflect the grasp of my words, lines, paragraphs. The carcass of my stories is made of smoke and builds an unpolluted theory after another. Theories which I try to wrap around like a snake around the branch of the tree this cyclic life is. And sometimes it works. Sometimes it doesn't. Try. Fail. Try. Fail. See me at the keyboard, holding the banner of my thoughts like a town fair rifle shooting at the ducks. Question/ducks. Doubts/ducks. Metallic-looking, yellowish ducks made of copper, aluminium and whatnot. I shoot at them. I fail. Bang. Fail. Bang. Fail again. Ban, bang! The mother fuckers just never fall. No prize for me today, it seems. Better luck tomorrow. It doesn't matter. I have as many coins to play this game as years of life I have remaining, even though I know the game is rigged. The ducks are glued. They never fall, man, they never do. And we have as many ducks as questions. It's raining questions, man. Like a disco song with Anita Something, dancing like a little crippled robot, with the saddest eyes you've seen. And you want to dance and party with her, but you know that she is very, very gloomy inside, and you can look into the unfurnished, devastated state of her soul through the glassy windows of her eyes. And you know that she is so numb that she feels no more pain, but she wants you to dance, although you see the wires on her articulations, like a puppet. And you just don't want to fucking ring her bell. But you have to. And it just makes you feel more empty, with more questions, and you furiously try to write more and dig for answers.

>>3656009

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>>3618765

Books? Screw that, do meth.

>>3609380

This.