/lit/ - Literature

>>15041842
Same OP, but my fear comes from the feeling that I need to justify my existence. I read books looking for something that will irrefutably state that it's okay for me to be merely alive. Everyday I awake and consider who I may come across that will point out the error of my being to which I will have to readily respond or perish. I remember failing an exam in college and j consider what that really implies; I thought of myself in a situation needing rescue and I couldn't picture my lecturer even paying me mind if he were the only one to help. I feel myself withering away bit by bit everyday because of this.