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>Hitherto

>>23290812
Sorry Anon, I know what views are objective and therefore it does make it wrong.

>>22022061

>"You're continent, too, aren't you?" he asked reluctantly. "What do you mean, sexually?" "Yes. I've been continent for two years--ever since I found out about the exercises. I had been depraved until then, you know what I mean. --So you've never been with a woman?" "No, " I said. "I never found the right one. " "But if you did find a woman that you felt was the right one, would you sleep with Her?" "Yes, naturally--if she had no objections, " I said a little derisively. "Oh, you're on the wrong path altogether! You can train your inner powers only if you're completely continent. I've been--for two whole years. Two years and a little more than a month! It's so difficult! Sometimes I think I can't stand it much longer. " "Listen, Knauer, I don't believe that continence is all that important. " "I know, " he objected. "That's what they all say. But I didn't expect you to say the same thing. If you want to take the higher, the spiritual road you have to remain absolutely pure. " "Well, be pure then! But I don't understand why someone is supposed to be more pure than another person if he suppresses his sexual urges. Or are you capable of eliminating sex from all your thoughts and dreams?" He looked at me despairingly. "No, that's just the point. My God, but I have to. I have dreams at night that I couldn't even tell myself. Horrible dreams. " ...
>"I've tried everything!" moaned Knauer beside me. "I've done everything there is to do. Cold water, snow, physical exercise and running, but nothing helps. Each night I awake from dreams that I'm not even allowed to think about--and the horrible part is that in the process I'm gradually forgetting everything spiritual I ever learned. I hardly ever succeed any more in concentrating or in making myself fall asleep. Often I lie awake the whole night. It can't go on much longer like this. If I can't win the struggle, if in the end I give in and become impure again, I'll be more wicked than all the others who never put up a fight. You understand that, don't you?" I nodded but was unable to make any comment. He began to bore me and I was startled that his evident need and despair made no deeper impression on me. My only feeling was: I can't help you.
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