/lit/ - Literature

>>18174758
YKK is so good

>>11249116
I lead what others would describe as meaningless or loserlike life. The only way of living that I have found is rereading stoics daily. I have done it for so long that I no longer need those books and just contemplate it. It always helps and I feel like that no matter what happens, the only thing we should care about are things in our control. I completely agree with roman stoicism and I feel I would be ready for nearly anything except huge amounts of pain and probably some obscure events I havent thought about yet. Even if I would end up homeless, the passages I memorized and the way of thinking I adopted would decrease all my anxiety or care for what happens to my body or anything else in my life. I no longer feel like it matters much and do not care if its coping or not. I have a lot of physical health problems, money problems, isolation with little contact, no future or plans by societys standards of living. I used to be depressed and anxious and this is the only thing that helps me.