/lit/ - Literature

I'm worried my life has long since reached an inflection point where it became impossible to ever relate to normal people. Whenever I go to meetups or hang out with one of my few acquaintances I'm always struck by how completely alien their lives are to mine. Especially now that I've finished school and left that semi-structured environment, there's just no commonality left between us. I should have fixed this earlier when I still had a chance, but I didn't. Fucked up high school. Fucked up college. Is there any hope left? Or, no matter what I do, will I always be left on the peripheries, looking in at a world I've never really experienced.

>>12324098
I wish you felt the same, I'll stay up at night looking at old pictures for someone who doesn't exist anymore. I stay awake at night imagining I'm a cliff side looking across the ocean. But this isn't a happy scene or one of romance, I'm the cliff side made of talc and your the waves that keep crashing into me almost naturally, wearing me down slowly till their is nothing left to touch.

Thanks to any Anon who read this despite it's flaws, English is not my first language.