/lit/ - Literature

>>17478061
Test

>>13010661
no one knows who you are

>>12997138
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1y8_RRaZW5X3xwztjZ4p0XeRplqebYwpmuNNpaN_TkgM/mobilebasic?pli=1

Just so you know I've posted this a million times and it pops up in google when you type "4chan philosophy project" . And if you really searched you would have found it in warosu no farther then yesterday.

>>12950328
>Sadly I only make stuff when emotional and paranoia has only been kicking around so ill just repost

why do the days pass by dreadfully but go by in haste,why has yellowstone yet to erupt, why has the sun yet to explode,why can't i stay stable, why am i so sensitive, why am I so annoying, why have I placed such a burden on everything, why am I typing this, who am I typing this to, who is reading this, why cant i just be happy,why am i dirty why do i keep getting these headaches,why do my eyes have to be so big so they dry up so easily making them burn, why are my teeth bleeding,why am i such a burden to everyone,why cant i just go away, why dont you just go away for a bit it wont make a difference,why am i typing here? to who?, i've managed to do nothing but inflict pain into those who love me and those who come with the preposition to love nothing more nothing less,if only there was something to hang from in this house, if only i can guarantee myself to not exist would such an attempt take place,why cant i find happiness anywhere?everythings tiring everythings o-so tiring everything is exhausting me to bits,a few more years i think, im psychic so i know a few more years, not now surely not now but a few more years, im a lazy complacent piece of shit that needs to shrivel up in die before i place the burden of my existence and the everlingering shadow on those who only prepropose love,no one ive placed such a burden one can have no such strong feelings toward me because im a wreck a wreck a carcrash a bridge falling apart people want to be my friend to cherish their self better,no one cares no oncaresnoonecaresnoonecaresnoonecaresnoonecaresnoonecares if your reading this no-one-cares nobody 0 dont talk to me anymore dont talk to me anymore accompany me off the bridge and ill be finitely grateful, i need a gun, why am i writing a blog entry hehe , why cant i sleep why am i living why do i live why do i have to live its such a fucking chore im tired of it exhausted i dont want to deal with this shit anymore i cant be happy or sad for any extent of time i cant be satisfied i always have to exhaust my self for fucks sake fuck off let me rest let me fucking breathe i cant take this shit anymore fuck you fuck all of you burn in hell whywhywhy all i fucking ask im sick of this shit why dont i jump off a fucking bridge fuck you dont fucking talk to me fuck you piece of shit fuck fuck fuck i have the ability to do absolutely nothing terribly its all i have to fucking to why do people place expectations that are unfucking reachable why do people think im smart or do people not think that all? I suppose I give myself too much credit my intelligence its the only thing i cherish and its below average-average no doubt im not made to do anything i want to do in this world fuck you piece of shit

lies......lies.....everything is cruel.everything is false.everything you know means nothing. tomorrow......tomorrow. another lie....another lie

>>12961275
who is they? and without definition who can we point the finger at? Also, what is the greatest possible good? What do you define as truth? I don't agree with antifa but nor do I believe they are not reaching for truth? Whats truth for a 40yr old office desk job 9-5 laborer compared to a 18 yearold fresh out of HS heading to college to a 10 yr old stimulated everyday on fortnite to a 24 yr old neet posting here? Is the truth to take into account all of this or to take into account ones on view of good? And doom is nolonger surmised to the future it is a subconcious cultural religion of the now, just because you take drugs whether it be opiods,benzos,stimulants etc etc(speaking in more chronic terms i.g excluding psychs and weed) does it mean you are in depths of social depression inequivalent to change? No then what does it mean to do drugs? I love this example as everything else. What does it mean to go to uni and study philosophy and study for truth when society can all but turn away from your truth? Do you see where im getting at? Seeking is truth is achievable but escaping the now is not its a endless dreary dizzy filled paradox. shit is right around the corner always present stinking