/lit/ - Literature

i did spend my last 4 years of school not studyng at all, everything i did was read novels/history books, and writing (music) on my 8-track, also listening music all day. thinking someday i will be fucking ariel pink or rstevie moore, or martin newell, but fuck, they were born in america/anglo countries were people actually support artist enough to live a 1 meal a day life, which is enough for me. but fuck, my gpa, i regret this so fucking much. have an "ok" gpa but not enough to be on the "best colleges" of my country, and now i have to redo my SAT so i can have an almost perfect score to counteract my total score, fuck. i hate life right now, i really do. and probably i will be ending studing laws or something that gives me money because in my country, if you dont study fucking, i dont know, medicine or engineer, you would end up in a fucking trash can. so with what i left with? all i know is how to record/produce music in a fucking 8 track and play some instruments, at least i read a ton back then and i got an almost perfect sat on english, so this year i will workout and get math with better scores. but fuck, i dont want to study law, i really dont fucking care, but i dont find my "vocation". if only i were a son of a billonaire doctor a-la ariel pink and he could get my ass on a dept. and then write music all day on my portastudio it would be fucking great.

fuck law studies, fuck music, fuck melodies, fuck textures, fuck portastudios, fuck everything
t. a pretentious and edgy 18 years old kid


btw, in my country sat can be done twice, idk about yours