/lit/ - Literature

Depression with severe anhedonia is a fucking nightmare. I’ve been stuck like this for over a year. Completely ghosted family and friends. Every minute awake is pure torture. And i’m just wondering how much longer will I be able to endure this?

>>21391608
Powerful post, brother

>>21328245
Meh, I just make a point to stay occupied during the day and attempt to pay little attention to dreaming, it's chimp brain recycling garbage and some of the debris won't go away.

Crawling out of my NEET basement turned out to be a terrible mistake.
My job is easy and low responsibility (data entry, nepotism) but I despise the office environment and everyone in there. Every hour spent there is suicide fuel.
My girl"friend" is a boring, vapid pig. There's no attraction after few months of honeymoon period and I hate living with her. She's like an annoying sister who demands things, plus it's becoming apparent she has much more colorful sexual past than she admitted initially.
I don't want any of this anymore. Where are the days of shitposting, working out and reading?

Books that'll help me quit porn and masturbation?
I manage to quit for a few days at a time with over a 100 days as my longest streak. I always slip back into it and it's a slippery slope. I turn into a mega coomer after a relapse and I barely claw my way out of it for another streak.
I'm so tired bros. I have to stop once and for all.
I've read the Easy Peasy method before and I think of rereading it. Maybe you can suggest some fiction that'll inspire me to be better?

>To The Lighthouse
>Time Passes
>tfw

>The worst time was the worst,
It did not have all we had ever experienced, in the wisdom of wisdom, in wisdom, in faith, in despair, in season of darkness, in season of darkness, in season of darkness, in hope of spring, in desolation. Heaven, we all walked the other way

>you didn't kiss her when you should have

What are some books to help you deal with the fact that everything is politicized and your friends all hate you because your a libertarian that actually voted and they all didn't and get upset when you bring up the fact that if they really cared about their future they would have voted and that they can't pretend to care now? I'm having trouble with this feeling and just looking for a book to help me cope.