/lit/ - Literature

>>20704054
Never been close to greatness or talent, skill? It can come, eventually. But the natural fire inside us, the materialist variable, boolean. Mine is locked and dead on, no.
Will I ever be good? No
Have I justified my existence? No
Do I have something to say? Yes. Think again.
Who would ever listen to my words? No. Never played the game, never gained a thing.
If art is subjective my life has been the greatest performance art to ever be, failure like this, not an accident, best to assume it was intentional, I won't get even get internet whispers after death, nothing, no work, no show.
Am I mad? Yes.
Should I be? No.
Am I stupid? Absolutely. No.

>>20678330
This is the chain, my horrible writing is linked on here, I can't even bear the thought of looking at the post or even linking it myself, I dissociated, literally, from it.
>>20678700
But how?
I won't be able to tell the story I want since it demands perfect writing, perfect for what it sets out to do.
I was so in love with this concept of a non chronological Disco/Plane/Arcanum like and it could be good but I'm not talented enough for my own concept.

>>20678232
I don't give a shit if you call me reddit, there has never been a writer like me, an artist like me, blood, country, language, nothing like it. I am shit from birth, I am using a trip, if I ever make it I will share this post, I will remember it, I am shit, pure fucking shit, nothing more than shit, no talent, this is a warning, if I ever make it I remember this post I will share it and I pity anyone who has ever enjoyed something I might make, I don't think I will make anything but if I do I will SHARE THIS POST, I SWEAR
I AM SHIT
YOU ENJOY SHIT
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT
WORTHLESS SHIT
THATS ALL I AM