/lit/ - Literature

I feel so lost and desperate.
I'm in my late twenties, and at this point, I feel like I've lost the train to my life.
My latest plan to escape poverty was to become an illustrator and make a decent living working for foreign magazines, but I don't think there is a future for it anymore due to AI. Sure, it cannot do what I can, but the future is nebulous enough that I can't picture the state of the technology even 5 years from now.
The only thing going for me is the fact that I got into Agronomy some years ago - during another episode of disillusionment with illustration - and I think people will need food no matter what happens, but yes, that requires soft skills that I absolutely lack, and entrepreneurial spirit/ the willingness to keep your head down and try your luck at the corporate ladder.
Sorry about the blog post, but I'm just feeling demotivated to the extreme.