/lit/ - Literature

>>18809109
I have a very conservative outlook on sex and gender. I honestly think that you shouldn't only have sex with one person for the duration of your whole life, that you should only have sex within marriage, and that you shouldn't even use contraception. Sex is fundamentally about reproduction and only makes sense in light of reproduction. If you are going to use contraception, you should only have sex within marriage and not engage in oral, anal, etc.
I also believe in traditional gender roles and that gay marriage is nonsense.
Trouble is, I feel a great deal of homosexual desire and I also want to be a woman.

books that give this feel? i just finished kafka on the shore (my first murakami book) and some of my favourite parts were when the characters were reflecting in a setting like pic related. should I continue with murakami, or are there better recommendations?