/lit/ - Literature

I never asked to be born. What a bunch of fucking bother. I have to do all this work to stay alive and I don't even enjoy being alive. Meanwhile my meatsuit slowly ages and decays over the years and then I'll be ugly and in pain all the time and get health problems I somehow have to pay to get fixed. And either I don't have money and can't pay my bills, or I have enough money and don't know what to do with it. There's nothing I want.

Even eating, sleeping, showering, etc every day is such a fucking bother. And expenses. Holy fuck life is so expenses. I have at least $60 a day in expenses including rent etc. and for what? Do I get $60 of value out of a day of life? I'm not even having a good time.

Books are the only thing I enjoy, and I only barely enjoy them more than, say, laying in bed staring at the wall.