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I am 30 years old now
my body is worn out and unhealthy which make sit hard to even begin to change
I have -$11
I dont believe im physically/mentally capable of working 8 hours and holding a schedule even for a shitty walmart job that a retard could do
no skills
I never became an adult
I had lots of friends and im not bad looking guy, lots of women liked me
I left highschool after not graduating then just layed down and hid from the world for 12 years
now suddenly im 30 with less than nothing to show for it and the clock is ticking, parents are getting old


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how do I fix myself after ive been so lost for so long? ive been an adult for 10 years now, all that time lost, my body and mind rotting for 10 years. how does one go back to "normal" after that?

>>13387534 (OP)
>Author insists that there is no god but Allah, Muhammad is the messenger of God, and all unbelievers that read this work will perish.