/lit/ - Literature

It feels kind of wrong as someone in his early twenties to get lost in aesthetics and dream worlds of, among other things, video games or indie art. It makes me feel naive, just by the amount of ways I could spend my time instead. How many problems there are in the world. As if a doctor or nurse, as a person who faces real problems every day spends their free time creeping over horror indie games. So pathetic somehow. But at the same time, of course, these games have good soundtracks and some meaningful aesthetic value. I can expand the aesthetic of the game to daydream about the small town I live in and then daydream about reality, but even that feels naive. Because the world is constantly moving, everything is happening at the same time, and there are more important things.
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Is not being able to express or verbalize your thoughts a sign of autism? I feel like I understand things pretty well in my head but as soon as I try to speak out loud or write it down I just stutter and just cannot put it into words. At best I can come close to conveying what I think but I always fall short and end up feeling inadequate. Maybe I'm just dumb.