/lit/ - Literature

I am completely repulsed by sex. The thought of it, with a man or woman, is sickening. Most likely my brain was warped by exposure to pornography at a relatively young age, but I associate sex solely with hate, despair and disgust. I could never have sex with someone I loved. I have no interest in being in relationships anyway, so I don't care that much. But these days I feel so disgusted, sometimes so sick that I lose my appetite, when I see or hear about sex, and how nonchalantly everyone talks about it, as if it is cool, and just like totally normal man, and not one of the most repulsive acts a human can engage in. Also, mainstream feminists embracement of sexual liberation as somehow a way to make women free or powerful is totally backwards. The truly free woman (and man) in the 21st century is solitary, celibate, silent, eremitic, austere, alone, cold.