/lit/ - Literature

How do you come up with something to say? I don't know what I want. When I look at life I only see confusion. I'm not depressed, I'm not sad or anxious or down in the dumps dooming about whatever. I just find it all perplexing, befuddling, confusing. I don't know what to make of it all. I don't know what to say about it. It doesn't make me sad, it doesn't make me happy, maybe a bit angry not enough to really say anything. I go through life and the overall arc of it all just leaves me unsure, like a kid in a candy shop who doesn't even know what candy is. How do you come up with something to write? When I talk to people I have strong opinions on culture like movies and tv shows and music that other people have created, but I don't really seem to have anything to create myself. It's a listlessness or ennui that permeates any attempt to make anything in any medium. I just don't know

>>21566665
What if I don't attract anyone

The book of his about having missed out on childhood love hit me hard. I'm 26, have had sex a few times but never a gf or anything close to it really. I get girls numbers from apps but I never know what to say or how to connect with them. I get 1st dates but never 2nd dates, my 1st dates are always boring and I have no idea how to act with them. The times I've had sex were good and fun but the lead up was always awkward or the girl could tell something was off about how I was acting and I don't know what it is. I feel like there's some kind of experience you're supposed to get as a teenager getting your first gf with another teenager and I've never had it. I don't know how you get it and I don't know where you find women who don't care. I told a girl once on a date that I'd never had a gf and she laughed at me, at first she didn't believe it and thought I was joking. I don't know where or how you're supposed to meet women or how you're supposed to act to make them like you when you're taking them out. When people want to know what this era was like for the average man, they'll talk of Houellebecq.

I took the LSAT in fall 2018, got a 167 which was lower than I wanted so I didn't feel compelled to apply plus I ended up finding a job related to my major, economics. I've worked doing data analysis type shit for the past few years at a pharma company but honestly I don't like it. Everyone tells me I'm smart at my job but I need to find motivation/figure out what I want to do. Is it too late to go to law school? I believe that LSAT score is good for 5 years so I can still apply next year at latest I believe. Every lawyer I talk to tells me not to do it, it's soul-sucking and not worth it at all. Are they right? Should I just find something else to do? I really don't want to keep being a data/business analyst or whatever. I just don't care about the work at all and I don't know how to do anything to move into a different field

I have an assignment which is to make a 10 minutes short film with characterization but I am afraid of writing. I have never written a story in my life, let alone a screenplay. I don't understand story structure.

What I should do bros? I want to write this taxi driver type disenfranchised young archetypal character in a bleak industrial landscape but I don't know where and how I should begin? And how I can convey this in a 10 minutes short film? Any tips?

Please help bros

Douglas Pearce

>>20580490
>rose clouds of holocaust
>rose clouds of flies
>rose clouds of bitter
>bitter bitter lies