/lit/ - Literature

GAY PENIS RAPE SEX BITCH BENCHOD BLOODY BASTARD DICK CUM
NIGGER RETARD PISS SHIT ASS WOG
JAP NIP GOOK CHINK

FUCK.

>Write what's on your mind.
I have nothing on my mind.
I desperately paranoid that one of my housemates may have read my diary. Perhaps it's my fault for leaving it out in the open but I figured that no one would actually take the time to skim through a beat-up spiral-ring notebook with half the pages ripped out. But people have been asking me if I feel okay recently and suggesting I go to therapy. They're probably just asking me that because of the way I act but if they've read my diary then they would certainly be concerned about me. I don't care if they're concerned about me. My diary is supposed to be private. There's so much embarrassing stuff written in there that if I knew anyone who read my diary it would result in a murder charge or at least assault and battery. If I really wanted to be safe I shouldn't have written down anything embarrassing in the first place but I get nothing by keeping that shit in my head. I could go back and destroy any cringeworthy passages but once again I defeat the purpose of my diary by doing that. Recently I've started writing in cursive with the intent of obfuscating anything I wrote so maybe even if anyone did try to read my diary they would just see nothing but scribbles since cursive is a long-forgotten arcane script at this point. Even after I die I don't want anyone to read anything in my diary. I'm going to make sure I destroy it at some point, when I no longer have any need to look back at my old thoughts and see any progress I've made in life. From now on I'm doing to hide my diary somewhere. But that might just make anyone who happens upon it more eager to read it.

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Sorry bro but I'm not gonna stop caring. I think that people have emotions for a reason and there's a good reason for me to be angry at couples, and that's because I'm jealous of them and upset at my own sexual and romantic failures. If I become apathetic then there's no motivating force to make me finally have sex and stop being such an incel. Maybe any possible girlfriend I get will be into ryona and let me take it out on her.