/lit/ - Literature

I keep having intricate erotic thoughts that inspire me to masturbate. I'm a writer and a poet and this is the evil side of my creativity. I am capable of writing erotic fiction directly catering to my fetishes, and good enough to fap to. It's by far my greatest challenge, in terms of giving up porn and cutting back on masturbation. I can swear off porn, erotica, and sexy images completely. I can never watch another video again. But I still wind up jerking off anyway because I can generate sufficiently erotic thoughts in my own head, and turn them into sufficiently erotic stories. It's one of the most vexing problems I've ever encountered. How do I police my own thoughts? Especially while retaining my creativity and the freedom of my mind, which generates so much good creative stuff, too?