/lit/ - Literature

>>17327596
YEAH MOTHERFUCKER
I LIVE IN BOSNIA
I GOT THE ONLY COPY OF THIS BOOK

AND
I DIDNT HAVE TO GO TO THOSE CROATIAN FUCKHEADS WITH THEIRE HEADS UP THEIRE ASS AND BEG THEM FOR THIS BOOK BECAUSE ONLY THEIRE SHITASS COUNTRY WOULD PUBLISH THIS SHIT
LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Can somebody help me with this?

>Be me
>Went to bar with friends rn
>Girl i went to bar with has a bf
>Bf is chill guy mostly,doesnt seem from around here,looks like cigani portorican lmao (i mean that in a good way)
>Some time passes,in a joking manner the fellow takes something of mine,as a way of,luring me out to speak with him
>To entertain him per say
>So,as the jester,flaunter i am,i oblige and go sit down with him and bargain over my simple hair tying thing
>I start off with jokes,at my own expense here and there,trying to break the ice as usual,people tend to laugh and have fun atmosphere around me
>but this time it isnt
>he is for some reason,deadpan serious with me,his face staring blankly into my soul
>"im not giving this back to you."
>i asked him why
>"You have been "naughty"
>of all things,i think he meant,evil?But asking him he said it would be childish,that i calling someone the word "evil" would be something a 13 year old,something i would say based on my 9 year old emo hairstyle,his words not mine
>"You neglect those around you,act brutish and unsavoury towards them,the only one girl that respects you down there is mine,and you neglect her too"
>i tell him that hes being a bit tense all of the sudden,that hes acting a bit too fast for my tempo
>"no,you remmind me of who i was when i was younger,you just pass threw life,without grabbing it by the balls and living your life"
This is what i wanted some help with friends
>i tell him,though my life is monoton and to some,mundane,it is the life i desire and like
>"have you ever fucked?Have you ever kissed a women?"
>i tell him i have not.
>"Why not?Self worth?you think you are too low for a girl?You think you are too high for a girl?"
>i tell him in the most simplistic of ways that i do not have any need of it yet,choosing to follow my own ambitions first (gym,collage,work etc)
>i do not see it as something worthless,but as something that will come in all due time but now is not the time
>and this goes on in circles
>Like madmen we rabbled on in the bar,he was quite frankly,on his 5th beer,but these werent the waillings of a drunken man,but the inner soul
>"You jerk off?"
>i tell him yes.
>"Wouldnt it be better to not jerk off?"
>i say yes,but i only do it as a biological fullfilment,if my body were to not teese me with it i wouldnt do it
>"What a sad,sad... life you live"
>"you wake up,go to cafe,eat,gym,eat,read and sleep"
>"and the next day you wake up,do the same and again"
>Shortly after,his gf came up,asked me that they were going home if i wanted a ride
>i said id go take a walk,clear my mind up a bit


So i ask you
A simple life,work,gym,read and sleep.
The books i read,teach me of a stoic outlook,i like the simplicity of my life.
Is it ok for me to not have a gf but rather focus on my own goals?

He states that having a gf is the what is most valuble,young love.

What do you say,friend?

I kept hallucinating bugs throughout the day today.