/lit/ - Literature

>nobody even bothers insulting me, my posts just get ignored

>tfw pronounced hitherto as hit-her-toe in English class once

Masturbated 5 times yesterday and am on track to do it again. All it takes is one lust provoking image to set off and ruin someone. Get me the fuck out of here.

I haven't laughed for 5 years.

The Christian's were right about hardness or obstinacy of heart. Adversities, struggles, and so on harden the heart of the sinner so that they stop feeling after a while. I have not cried in about two years and I am a worse man because of it.

lads... i think we've been mistreating north korea, when will the sanctions end?

Why did God allow me to become a coomer? I want to stop, bros. I can't cope with it. It interferes my daily life. Horniness followed by release followed by tiredness followed by release repeat ad infinitum. This is one reason I find it hard to believe in God. The fog, the inability to focus, the loss of articulation, the loss of my composure around women, and so on, is too much to handle. I literally cannot cope with this. It makes me a walking mediocrity.

I'm fed up with cooming and being a coomer. I get sexually aroused around women now and lose all control of my mind. I am considering shutting myself up in a monastery because I ruined myself. I wasn't like this when I was a teenager.

>>16140605
>St. Bernard says, that mortal sin is so opposed to God, that, if it were possible for God to die, sin would deprive him of life;”Peccatum quantum in se est Deum perimit.” Hence, according to Job, in committing mortal sin, man rises up against God, and stretches forth his hand against him: ”For he hath stretched out his hand against God, and hath strengthened himself against the Almighty.” (Job. xv. 25.) According to the same St. Bernard, they who willfully violate the divine law, seek to deprive God of life in proportion to the malice of their will;”Quantum in ipsa est Deum perimit propria voluntas.” (Ser. iii. de Res.) Because, adds the saint, self-will”would wish God to see its own sins, and to be unable to take vengeance on them.” Sinners know that the moment they consent to mortal sin, God condemns them to Hell. Hence, being firmly resolved to sin, they wish that there was no God, and, consequently, they would wish to take away his life, that he might not be able to avenge their crime.
>Moreover, the man who commits a mortal sin afflicts the heart of God. “But they provoked to wrath, and afflicted the spirit of the Holy One.” (Isaias Ixiii. 10.) “What pain and anguish would you not feel, if you knew that a person whom you tenderly loved, and on whom you bestowed great favours, had sought to take away your life! God is not capable of pain; but, were he capable of suffering, a single mortal sin would be sufficient to make him die through sorrow.
>”Mortal sin,” says Father Medina, ”if it were possible, would destroy God himself: because it would be the cause of infinite sadness to God.” As often, then, as you committed mortal sin, you would, if it were possible, have caused God to die of sorrow; because you knew that by sin you insulted him and turned your back upon him, after he had bestowed so many favours upon you, and even after he had given all his blood and his life for your salvation.

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>>10025176
>tfw writing is the only thing you're good at
>tfw you're still shit at writing