/lit/ - Literature

>>22017684
>you okay man? did it psychologically harm you any means?
I'm in a thread with fat grown men arguing about pedophiles who have been dead for over 2000 years, thirsting over the idea of being 9 and getting molested by a woman in her 40s. Take a wild guess.

Pic related, its from a conversation with my girl last night. Song was 'Spectral Bride,' by Giles Corey.

In any case, I don't think she wanted to victimize me, either. She just wanted to survive, and her own childhood was unbelievably abusive, so she had no real reference point for a healthy mother-child relationship in the first place. Ironically, my dad was abusive precisely because of his own mommy issues (mom was extremely physically abusive, he perceives all women as ultimately out to get him). I can't really say whether she's a 'sick fuck' or not, except to say that's still my mother, and I certainly wouldn't take kindly to anyone calling her that IRL.

>i don't want to make any assumptions towards how you perceived it

I don't mean to blog-post or anything, but feel free to ask me anything. Some other fun details:

>circumstantial evidence suggests I was MAYBE have been molested by an older woman when I was 4 or 5
>once almost fucked a woman 36 years older than me, but my own mommy issues somehow stopped me
>once got incredibly drunk with some friends, compared notes and realized 2/3rds of us had been sexually abused at one point or another