/lit/ - Literature

I desperately want to have kids but women are repulsed by me. Did any philosopher address this issue

That's it. Can't cope no more. No more fervent reading, religious following of charts flush with neat philosophy books, the western canon, pretending like it will improve my mind, pretending like it has the answer for all my wrongs. It can't. It doesn't. No more toiling of the body, solace in physical exertion, silent hope for admiration. Nothing, nothing, nothing. No more. No more bettering of familial and social relationships starting tomorrow. I'm fucked in the fucking head. I was even weird when I was a child. Born an outcast. No more reading into her smiles. She's nice to every fucking guy, and for every guy like me, there are a hundred guys better waiting in line. No more fantasies. No more delusions. No more no more no more. I am done. I am finished. I will destrory myself and when I'm finally gone it will be in silence, final silence, so that even my tinnitus won't bother me anymore. It will be so fucking over and I will be so fucking glad to be gone. Fuck every religion, fucking every philosophy, fuck every idea and thought and dream about this world that made it seem anything but unfair for people like me, nothing but hell for people like me and I wish that I were never born.

>23
>Shit, considering dropping out and start a hustle instead
>The Brothers Karamazov

>>13399416
If Whatever made you depressed, don't read Elementary Particles.

>"it seems that we may stop here"